This should be an awesome outlet...

My poor husband! I've worn him out w/ numerous questions as to his current decisions (ones I find inappropriate) & right now I'm afraid I'm going to piss him off. What I want to know is why I must know definate answers as to why he has chosen to behave in a particularly disrespectful way. I guess I'm tapping into my psychology vein. I just feel I will blow the said vein with my endless questions & then we sadly find ourselves back to -15 on the untolerable relationship scale. I'm tired of being stuck in the ugliness of what I have found out, but I feel as though I have, in some instances, married a stranger. I was speechless when I found his myspace & hotmail "conversations" & saved files. It certainly shocked the shit out of me!!! I guess I keep writing about it so I can get some relief. We'll see...