Just let it go...

I hate those 4 words. They make a lot of sense & I want to do just that but dammit, I need some time to "just let it go". I must process, discuss, think about it, rethink about what I thought about, gossip, cry, gossip some more, yell, blog about it & then I can just let it go. The latest & greatest is about me chosing to not be friends with a bipolar, uber Jesus freak & AA fanatic. I'm somewhat cool w/ all the above, unfortunately, Teresa wasn't cool w/ me not sharing her same religious & political ideals. I'm a liberal "hothead" as Teresa puts it & I'm a practicing non-judgmental Christian. Look, who am I to get all high & mighty? I have been a coke-head, cheater, liar & complete self-centered brat. I drink & cuss too much & can be verbally (& @ times physically) abusive. Why do I think I'm better than anyone else? I'm not! Teresa is a recovering alcoholic (good for her) & belongs to a cultish church & I highly suspect this said church advocates her not taking her bipolar meds b/c they believe God's love will be enough- HOGWASH!!! Whatever, Tom Cruiseisk folks, whatever! Anyhow, I want to be okay w/ expressing exactly what I'm thinking & not worrying what others will think. That doesn't mean I'll totally disregard the feelings of others, but I'm tired of trying to get the approval of others. It wears me out. Speaking of being worn out, I AM! Not done w/ this subject but I feel as though I need to address it at a later date. Adios!