Why do I let these crazy little bitches get on my nerves????

I'm so irritated & I want to choke one of these little fucking crazy bitch patients RIGHT NOW!!! The problem is the way this facility is currently run, these residents know they're basically in charge. The current mgmt./clinical dept. feels the most effective treatment for these little shits is to "de-esculate" them & try to reason with them instead of allowing staff to promote an effective level of authority. These kids never had a positive role model, most are in foster care, parents are drug addicts, guardians are incarcerated & most of the boys have been sexually offended as well as being the offender. I hate to see our therapy & treatment is proving to be unsuccessful. I feel very disgruntled right now & when I feel I have no control in a situation, I become RESENTFUL & BITTER. That's a dangerous place to be. I don't want to get to where I don't care about these residents, no matter how shitty & fucked up they act. They honestly haven't had any real positive role models. Some facts in their charts are heartbreaking!!! Another problem I see is I feel staff isn't working together, I feel we're against each other. I get frustrated when non-medical staff try to tell me how to dispense my meds. I'm the one w/ the nursing license, I BUSTED MY ASS TO GET WHERE I AM TODAY! On a positive note, I'm currently pursuing a sociology degree & this job is wonderful experience for my intended field & I want to take my experiences here (both good & bad) & help others- WHO KNOWS WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE FOR ME????